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Gamma rays

Physics has never been and never will be my strong point. That’s to say if I have a “strong point”. I would not describe myself as the most technically minded in terms of anything including photography. My way of thinking and indeed life is fuelled by the perhaps shallower path of heart and mind rather than knowledge or intellect. I don’t attest to be particularity clever, and as I continue to traverse the field of photography I often become unstuck or obstructed. Let it not be said that a mere mortal like me cannot learn new tricks, but some things I find quite difficult to fathom. I have become quite obsessed by light. I often wake with my entourage to the day being how the morning sunshine shapes through my windows, aloofs through my curtains or opposes my widening eyes. But, how does all this come together? How do we come to enjoy such “electromagnetic radiations?”. Well, I hasten to add please do not look to me for a discernible answer, I can only add my bewilderment at how, where, what and why. It encourages me to ask questions, realise I don’t know the answer and challenge myself to find out, if at a considerable loss. If this is anything more than incidental I would argue that I am one of many. Perhaps I am best described as a beam of light rather than a wavelength. I will always be in eternal respect of such knowledge and it does make me question quite deeply my limits and boundaries within not only photography, but my very being. Then, without hesitation, I hear my mind mutter, but isn’t that the point?.

Why do you want to take photographs?

A question that requires more attention than perhaps initially apparent, yet arguably could also be considered bleak, unnecessary and unappealing in intelligible context. I came across this question as I began to read in greater depth “Basic Photography” by Micheal Langford, I had picked up a cheap 2nd hand copy of the 7th edition, the excessive price of the latest edition seemed slightly pointless. I have the kindle edition of the latest edition, yet I am always drawn to being able to leaf through an actual book, rather than the slightly tepid digital experience. Rather than being outdated I’m sure what can be gleaned from this edition of Langford’s comprehensive introduction to the medium of photography is still equally viable and valid.

The question in hand I thought was an interesting one, it made me ponder for some time about why it is that I am, put simply, taking “photographs”. After all millions of us do it everyday on our digital smartphones with little care or interest as to why it is such an intergalactic part of our lives and individual journeys. Without labouring you much on the topic (I like to trust instinct) while I am objective about all forms within photography, it is much about self expression as to why I, personally take photographs. I want my images to have a connection between me, my subject and the camera, a link that combines and intertwines quite irrepressibly. I would assume this is much the same for many photographers, and while in our professional lives we may have less creative freedom as control, work outside these parameters allows for a far less cautious approach. Yet these two photographic pursuits are also linked quite heavily together and that personal creative journey should and does fuel all aspects of a photographers work.

I also made my way through an online replay of a very interesting talk by Anna Fox through the OCA and a comment she made that I also feel connected quite subtlety to Landfords question. Fox was also involved in the revised edition of Langfords book, which serves to update the book as photography continues to change and evolve. Fox talked about her formative years and how she was tutored by the likes of esteemed practitioners as Martin Parr and Paul Graham, her earlier work does seem to be influenced by these photographers. She also mentioned how photography had given her “a voice” and that it was an opportunity to show, reflect and portray feeling, emotions, challenge ideas and theories. This does seem to resonate with me, the camera is a tool yet seems to have its own language, a rhetoric of its own. I peruse that as photographers we are attempting to firstly learn the language, then go in search of also revising and updating it to best serve our intentions, to eventually define ourselves with our own unique photographic language. That leads me to conclude that this is why I take photographs, to be able to visually speak in way that I can articulate my thoughts, feelings, characteristics, knowledge and emotions. Yet I doubt that there is a final destination, a full circle if you will. I see it more of a progression, an evolution that will continue to allure, excite and challenge along what I foresee as quite an undulating path.

Off topic of sorts, below is a snapshot I took on my iPhone 11, I have always found reflections interesting. Another book I am flicking through (cannot remember exactly which one) described them as “ready made compositions”. I had not really thought of reflections this way.

Dadaism

Whilst reading my current book, I stumbled on the work of Max Ernst and Hannah Hoch, and have to say I found it particularly intriguing. Whilst I am by no means well versed with surrealism and or dadaist art, I can say that I found it quite stunning how far ahead of its time it now appears. To the uneducated or even educated eye it could have been drawn or painted yesterday, quite remarkable for work from the early part of the 20th century. The book I am currently reading is equally fascinating (“why it does not have to be in focus” Jackie Higgins) and I have uncovered some interesting work, along with some I am already familiar with. I have to say I found the work by Taryn Simon particularly evocative, particularly her use of light and shadow within her portraiture work. Stunning.

This particular painting by Ernst was produced in 1937 and quite profoundly summarises the identity of surrealism to my slightly uneducated eye. What is perhaps most interesting is the expression of the “subjects” face whose body seems to be made up of the limbs of various different aquatic amphibians. The subject appears to be almost dancing within the foramen a desolate landscape, engulfed by a dramatic skyline. Also interesting to see the prominence of the character right to the front of the image, which has very little foreground. There does appear to be some sort of hill in the background but this is difficult to decipher on such a small online reproduction. This type of work I would hope will eventually / ultimately fuel my photography, but it has most certainly ignited my interest in other areas of the artistic medium.

Reference – (ONLINE) – https://www.artnews.com/art-in-america/features/why-cling-art-apocalyptic-times-max-ernst-1202688847/ (accessed 14/8/20)

Archives

I also found time to continue looking through the archives and reworked some of my images. Purely for experimental purposes, looking mainly at how the aesthetic of an image can wholly change the mood and raw emotion within the frame. Worth reiterating these (obviously) have no direct connection with my research of Ernst and Hoch.

As is evident I have largely gone for an aged, film type feel to the three images, and quite like the underexposed value of the second image. I am really struck by this type of aesthetic at the moment and it continues to creep into my work in a quite unprovoked way. These are all family snapshots taken on my iPhone 8 quite a few years ago.

I also revisited these images yesterday.

Again an aged, rustic overlay added here. The bottom image was taken on my iPhone 8, top two D800. I like the bedroom scene in this format, a real suggestion of another space, a step back in time even.

Another iPhone image, I cannot remember exactly where this was taken. I guess the monochrome edit suits the mysterious mood and abstract structure within the frame.

The overlay here seems to suggest conflict to my eye, a brief, fleeting moment heightened by a sense of frantic connoted movement.

Nothing more than exploration of linear form and tonal range. A bleak image with little meaning other than its largely uninteresting appearance and seemingly desolate setting.

Photo Sketching (cont..)

A bit of perusing the archival photo bank this morning, and some interesting playing around with photoshop. I found a few images that I had taken quite a long time ago that seemed to relate to the feelings I wanted to deliver. Some seem to nod to Sally Mann and her quite brilliant work in the “Southern Landscape” series.

These were all taken on an iPhone, perhaps it was the iPhone 8, and it is hard to ignore the power of the cameraphone these days. I guess its a matter of embracing it. I am sure the iPhone 11 pro can deliver some stunning results.

I do have a real kinship with “aged” imagery and the deep thoughts and feelings it evokes. I also really feel that because of its ethereal, dreamy texture it seems to really compliment minimalist work. I love the way you can explore space, time and form in this way.

Below is another shot I took yesterday which I edited last night.

Photo Sketching

As much as the camera phone is a part of everyones life these days, I still for some reason prefer the feel of a “camera” in my hand. I have mainly been using my compact Canon IXUS for my sketching, but also I am trying to connect more with the camera on my iPhone 11. Here is a couple of images I took today whilst out and about. I searched a little to find something of photographic interest where we sat for a while.

I like the image but perhaps lacks something in the foreground, but does highlight the wide angle that can be achieved in landscape profile on the iPhone 11.

I edited this image into a square format, and went for a heavy contrast, more or less relying on the form within the frame.

Books

I have picked up numerous books over the last few weeks and some have stuck whilst others haven’t. I am slowly working my way through Camera Lucida and recently finished the brilliant “The Photographers Eye” by John Szarkowski. I took a huge amount of visual enjoyment at looking through the archive narrated in the book, whilst it was pragmatically digested by Szarkowski, throughly enjoyable.

I am always on the look out for new books and tend to buy second hand or kindle editions, both seem to provide better value in my opinion. My recent purchase is “Why it does not have to be in focus’ by Jackie Higgins and I look forward to getting stuck into this. I do prefer a book I my hand but sometimes kindle options are just so cheap! I also picked up Micheal Freeman’s ‘Black and White Photography – The timeless art of monochrome” and I am also finding this really enjoyable.

Also looked back at some images today in my archive, its funny how something I didn’t like initially can become quite interesting.

Westbay 2019

I took this back in 2019 on a family trip to Westbay, the weather turned out to be pretty stormy, but provided a great setting for some images. As I mentioned I really didn’t like the cluttered appearance of this image, but in some ways I now like the juxtaposition created by the strong vertical and horizontal lines in the frame.